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“…I’m not sure I would have gotten [to a clarity which comes when you speak from the … center of your being] without the period of enforced stillness and steadiness I found in knitting. I had to go small in order to think big again. Shaken by the enormity of everything that was happening, I’d needed my hands to reintroduce me to what was good, simple, and accomplishable. And that turned out to be a lot.”--Michelle Obama
WORDS OF HOPE
1:30 AM. I sat bolt upright out of a deep sleep when a new wave of thunderstorms pushed through East Texas. Knowing that sleep was impossible with explosive canon-booms, intense winds and pelting rains, I reached for Michelle Obama’s The Light We Carry: Overcoming in Uncertain Times, hoping that turning my mind to a good book would lead to rest.
Early in the work Obama immerses the reader in another disabling storm: the radical disorientation, uncertainty, and loss of control inflicted by the pandemic, as well as the political chaos, violence, and reversal of the policies she and the President stood for. She asserts, “I can now see that this is exactly what storms do: They breach our boundaries and burst our pipes. They tear down structures and flood our normal routes and pathways. They strip away the signposts and leave us in a changed landscape, changed ourselves, with no choice but to find a new way forward.”
In searing honesty, the former First Lady reveals how she became flooded with doubts and unresolved questions, revisited past decisions, and even wrestled with core identity issues: Am I good enough? Have I done enough? In addition, the ascendency of the 42nd president raised disheartening questions about our country: Were the problems of the country, especially with regard to race, just too big, the biases and hatreds too entrenched?
In this disheartening time, something like a low-grade depression set in. She needed to find some way up and out.
In working through the morass, Obama surprisingly took up knitting. Stumbling at first with confusing instructions but gaining clarity via Youtube videos, she began to move her hands in imitation of the teachers. Her focus narrowed and her mind began to ease. “I’d given myself over to something that was smaller than my fear, smaller than my worries and my anger, smaller than the crushing sense of helplessness I felt. Something in that tiny and precise motion on repeat, the gentle rhythm of those clicking needles, moved my brain in a new direction.”
While the writer acknowledges that not every one of her strategies in the book will work for each of us (and “going small” is only the first), many of us have experienced the truth of this approach. The quiet walk in the neighborhood. Following the recipe of our mother’s dressing for Christmas dinner. Planting bright pansies. Playing the piano. The small and simple leading the way to new clarity and a renewal that enables us to return to the work of love and justice.
PRAYER
Gracious Guide, In overwhelming times, direct our paths to the light of your renewal. Amen.
DEVOTION AUTHOR
Dr. Pat Saxon
Cathedral of Hope
Proclaiming Christ Through Faith, Hope and Love
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