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Psalm 139:12-14
For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. –
WORDS OF HOPE
I don’t care about the church. It has lied to me.
I want to go to a church, but I’ve been hurt so badly there.
Christians are just so mean. They don’t know my story and they’ve already condemned me.
Does God even love me? I feel so distant from God because of what they told me in church.
For the second summer in a row, I was blessed to be an adult sponsor at a camp for LGBTQIA+ kids. For one magical week, kids came to a safe, nurturing outdoor space to play, explore, talk, and build community. During the camp, participants were invited to use a name that suits them best, choose their pronouns, and dress as they see themselves.
For this particular year, we also created a Community Storytelling project that gave camp participants an opportunity to talk about the joys, frustrations, pain, and healing they experience as a queer young person. As this devotional is being written, we are in post-production of a 20-episode podcast that will be called Kin-dom Campfire Stories.
In recording these stories, a common theme appeared. The place where queer kids feel most rejected, most unsafe, and most afraid is among Christians. As a result, many have abandoned all faith systems. Some have embraced other faith families. Almost all have felt some sort of rejection of who they know themselves to be. One 14-year-old said this: My Sunday School teacher said that God loves me just the way that I am. Until I told them I was gay.
Even though they have experienced condemnation and rejection, they often spoke of a longing for a spiritual community and a deep desire to follow a loving God who, the words of the Psalmist, knit them together in their mother’s womb. And while they have been rejected by most of Christianity, I believe that these pre-teens and teenagers more closely model a true discipleship of Christianity.
I know that I’m ‘preaching to the choir’ and that I’m not saying anything that hasn’t already been said, felt, and experienced by most in this congregation. Despite that rejection, we have found an embracing faith family and we proclaim that God wonderfully made each one of us exactly the way that we are.
I left camp a little haunted by their stories. I also drove home with a sense of prophetic sorrow. Most of all, I left camp in prayer, thanking God for each one of them, believing that God is taking care of each and every one of them in way that I cannot imagine. And praying that these beloved children of God come to find a community like this camp and like Cathedral of Hope where they can heal, grow, be loved, and find a God whose works are wonderful.
PRAYER
Blessed are your children, God.
Blessed are the sacred weird ones.
Blessed are the holy and wholly different.
Blessed are the ones who are too loud, too bold, too wild, too much.
Blessed are your children, God.
Blessed are your gay, lesbian, and bisexual children.
Blessed are your trans, non-binary, and gender non-conforming children.
Blessed are your children who we are all learning to name, describe, and know.
Amen.
DEVOTION AUTHOR
Thomas Riggs
Cathedral of Hope
Proclaiming Christ Through Faith, Hope and Love
5910 Cedar Springs Road | Dallas, TX | 75235
214-351-1901
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