Wednesday - April 24, 2024

READING  There are times when beauty is shy and hesitant until it can trust the worthiness of the beholder…Beauty tends to avoid the siren call of the obvious…it prefers the neglected margins…beauty waits until the patience and depth of gaze are refined enough to engage and discover it…beauty is not a quality externally present in something. It emerges at the threshold where reverence of mind engages the subtle presence of the other person, place, or object. The hidden heart of beauty offers itself only when it is approached in a rhythm worthy of its trust and showing. -from Beauty: The Invisible Embrace by John O’Donohue WORDS OF HOPE I walked into class the other day and was greeted by a student who was excited to share that she was finally able to save money and purchase an e-reader. The initial enthusiasm quickly diminished when the conversation turned to the cost of books, both print and digital, and the fact that her city’s library does not have access to the e-book service she was hoping to use. I was able to brighten her day by telling her that she was entitled to use the public library, and all of its services, close to our campus by simply showing her school ID. That little piece of information made her day. Is it going to change THE world? No. Will it change HER world in a positive way? Yes. And, in my book, her smile made for a beautiful moment. We live in a world with big issues and those issues often cause big feelings, which lately seem to be more negative than positive. Some days the only way to navigate the incessant stress and ugliness of modern life is to remind ourselves to look for glimpses of beauty lurking around us in unexpected places. These moments may seem small at the time , but little by little they add up to become a life filled with immense beauty. O’Donohue says, “Only if there is beauty in us can we recognize beauty elsewhere: beauty knows beauty.” The apostle Peter talks of this kind of beauty in Peter 3:3-4; “Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as elaborate hairstyles and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Rather, it should be that of your inner, self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight.” The beauty that resides in our hearts is what prepares us to give and to receive the beauty around us. Our job is to fill our hearts with beautiful things—with hope, compassion, empathy, and love; love of self, love of our neighbors, and love of our God. A heart full of these things knows beauty…and is able to be beauty in our chaotic world. This kind of beauty often comes in a simple gesture like a smile, a thank-you, or a shared prayer. My prayer is, that with God’s help, beauty will surround each of us inside and out. PRAYER God of all goodness, help me to look beyond the harshness of the world that stares me in the face and to find the beauty that hides in the often “neglected margins.” Remind me that these glimpses of beauty are sacred moments offered to me by you. Amen DEVOTION AUTHOR Kris Baker Order of St. Francis and St. Clare

SCRIPTURES Psalm 63.1 Oh God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; I thirst for you, my whole being longs for you, in a dry and parched land where there is no water. Romans 1.11-12 I long to see you so that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to make you strong- That is, that you and I may be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith. WORDS OF HOPE As I Am -A Poem I've been watching you. Waiting for you. Searching for you. Hoping, almost believing– If only for a moment That maybe I can really do this. Oh, my dreams keep me up at night. All I see is the same thing over and over Again. Should I put it into words? I don't think I could carry them all if I tried. But my heart is breaking every time I open my eyes. Yes, we are losing everything. And I would love to just walk away. Just walk away... Here I am Lord. Here I am. Fighting for the arms that hold me at night. Striving for the sister who still dares to dream. Struggling for the friend who still needs me in all my weirdness. Rising for the community without which I'd be lost. Breathing for the Father who just needs to hear I'm ok. Holding on to the Mother who waits for me each day. And with a love I can't put into words, Greatly and longingly creating perhaps– I will not leave this world as it is. For I will never give up on her. She and all her children are my kin. I would love to walk away, to quit– Without ever having tried. But I, but We... Having something worth fighting for. And this, This broken heart– Will have to do. PRAYER God of all, Thank you for never leaving us in times of joy, confusion, discouragement, or uncertainty. Thank you for the comfort of being part of a community, loving one another, understanding one another, praying for one another, knowing that when we sometimes feel overwhelmed as individuals, together we are strong. In any aspect of our lives, may Jesus always be our example and our guide. Amen DEVOTION AUTHOR Jonathon McClellan Order of St. Francis and St. Clare

SCRIPTURE John 15:15 I have called you my friends, because I've made known to you everything that I've heard from my Abba God. WORDS OF HOPE What does knowing Jesus mean to you? A major question for early Christian leaders revolved around the influence that the circumstances surrounding Jesus had on their belief in one God. Thinking about this matter, they concentrated their understanding of what his life and ministry meant to their spiritual lives. From the beginning of Jesus' ministry, he became famous among his followers for his wise and holy words which told of God's love, forgiveness, and divine welcome. He also spoke words of correction and encouragement for their lives. Throughout, Jesus revealed much about his Abba God. Jesus revealed God's loving nature as he encountered everyone - rich or poor, powerful or outcast. He revealed God's patience and understanding of human frailty as he gently led his disciples into greater appreciation of his divine ministry. Jesus revealed God's offer that believers could enter the Kingdom of God on earth and live under divine sovereignty which would be reflected in their lives. Jesus revealed the tender, healing care of God as he reached out to heal all manner of illness. He revealed the Almighty power of God when he raised Lazarus from the dead. Before the life of Jesus, it seemed that God was very distant from the common person, but now the Divine's presence seemed to walk with them, talk to them, and eat meals with them. Jesus' life revealed the opportunity to have an intimate relationship with God.  Before Jesus, the Temple curtain had separated the Holy God from all worshipers but the High Priest. Now with the revelation of Jesus, all those who sought a true relationship with God could find divine presence without a middle man. These are several aspects of the Holy One which Jesus revealed to his followers. What aspects of God do you feel within yourself? What other characteristics of God are better revealed to you because of the life and ministry of Jesus? PRAYER Creator, Counselor, and Guide, thank you for the aspects of you that the life of Jesus has revealed to us, that these attributes may live within us and we can share your love with others. Amen DEVOTION AUTHOR Donald (Luke) Day Order of St. Francis and St. Clare

SCRIPTURE 3 John 9-11 I wrote to the church about this, but Diotrephes, who loves to be the leader, refuses to have anything to do with us. When I come, I will report some of the things he is doing and the evil accusations he is making against us. Not only does he refuse to welcome the traveling teachers, he also tells others not to help them. And when they do help, he puts them out of the church.  Dear friend, don’t let this bad example influence you. Follow only what is good. Remember that those who do good prove that they are God’s children, and those who do evil prove that they do not know God. WORDS OF HOPE This Scripture immediately brought to mind my favorite quote from Maya Angelou: “When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time.” Like Diotrephes, government officials and CEOs are always revealing their true character through their actions and inactions. The challenging part is how their rhetoric creates appealing illusions that downplay or ignore the truth. For example, think of an ad that tried to convince you that using an AI agent will make your life easier. Was that ad transparent about how the company will use your data? Did it mention the environmental costs of data centers powering the AI? Fortunately, we’re blessed to be able to use our spiritual practice as a source of wisdom to see through these kinds of illusions. We can do all things through Christ (Philippians 4:13), but spirituality doesn’t work like flipping on a light switch and never touching it again. I believe we must decide to anchor ourselves to God every day. Winning in this area requires self-compassion too. We all make mistakes. One of the hardest parts about being human is remembering to be in the world, but not of the world (John 17:14-16). Sometimes, those bad examples John warns us about will influence us, and that’s okay. If we commit to our spirituality with our whole heart and learn from the times we fall, we’ll never stay down for long. PRAYER Today, I activate the divine power of God within me to see through all illusions, “follow only what is good,” and “do good.” Amen. DEVOTION AUTHOR Logan Alexander Johnson

SCRIPTURE  Exodus 23:2 “You shall not follow a majority in wrongdoing.” WORDS OF HOPE There are several stories in scripture about characters who act like bullies. Perhaps the clearest example is Goliath, who repeatedly taunts, insults, and intimidates the Israelites, challenging them to send someone to fight him. His enormous size and threatening words are intended to make them feel powerless. Goliath is an example of an individual bully. A form of bullying that receives less attention is group bullying . In Scripture, Joseph’s brothers are jealous of him, mock him, strip off his special robe, throw him into a pit, and sell him into slavery. The story is especially powerful because Joseph is isolated and outnumbered. His brothers use their collective power against someone who cannot defend himself. Eventually, they choose to sell him rather than kill him. Bullying can become especially destructive when a group turns against one person. Jealousy, resentment, and the desire to belong can turn ordinary conflict into cruelty. Bullying is easy to recognize when one person hurts another, but it can become more troubling when it becomes a group activity . One person makes a cutting remark, someone laughs, another adds to the story, and others remain silent. Before long, people who might never have acted so cruelly alone have become part of the crowd. Why does this happen? People may join in because they want to belong, fear becoming the next target, or simply don't know what to say. Sometimes silence feels safer than standing alone. Yet silence can have consequences. When no one objects, the bully may see silence as acceptance. Laughter becomes encouragement, and the audience becomes part of the bully's power. I recall times sitting around a table when someone begins talking about a person who isn’t there. The first comment is unkind, someone laughs, and another adds something even more hurtful. Soon, the conversation takes on a life of its own. Then someone quietly says, “I don't think we should be talking about her this way.” Something changes! One voice has interrupted the crowd and reminded everyone that a human being is on the other side of their words. Most importantly, that person has shown that courage can be contagious, too . Just as cruelty can invite others to join in, one person's kindness can give others permission to stop. Today’s scripture warns us about the danger of simply following the crowd. Paul offers us an entirely different way of living : “Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility regard others as better than yourselves. Let each of you look not to your own interests, but to the interests of others .” (Philippians 2:3–4) Perhaps the question is not simply, “Am I the bully ?” but “What happens because I am standing in the crowd?” Am I laughing when I should be silent? Silent when I should speak? Do my words make someone smaller so others and I can feel bigger? Or will I step outside the crowd and stand beside the person being diminished? On this Bullying Prevention Day , let’s remember that Jesus modeled a community where worldly metrics—like power, status, and appearance—hold no value. Instead, every person is treated with the dignity of a child of God. Living out this faith requires everyday courage. Sometimes it looks like speaking up to say, “That’s not right!” Sometimes it is the silent resistance of refusing to laugh along. And often, it is the simple, life-giving act of extending hospitality to the isolated: “Come sit with me.” The crowd may carry numbers, but one compassionate person refusing to go along carries the very presence of Christ. PRAYER God, give me the courage not to follow the crowd when the crowd is causing harm. Help me recognize the person who is being pushed aside, mocked, or diminished, and give me the compassion to move toward them. May my words, my silence, and my actions reflect the love of Christ and remind others that every person is precious in your sight. Amen. DEVOTION AUTHOR David Sims, Deacon